Empty

Why do things like this have to happen to me? I'm a good person, I feel like I have to keep trying to convince myself that I am. I didn't deserve this, no one deserves this. I finally had something going right with me, my job... the job that I worked so hard to get. And I wait for somebody to help me, and there's nobody to do that. I feel hopeless. The money I earn goes to all of my bills, I just don't understand why life has to be so hard. I don't understand why there are bad people out there. I feel empty. One step forward and two steps back. It'll always be that way. I feel like there is no hope for me.