Baby

"... see there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me."

"The most wonderful of all things in life is the discovery of another human being with whom one's relationship has a growing depth, beauty and joy as the years increase. This inner progressiveness of love between two human beings is a most marvelous thing; it cannot be found by looking for it or by passionately wishing for it. It is a sort of divine accident, and the most wonderful of all things in life."

"The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring."

Skype

me. :)

100

This is my 100th post! LOL. So, I've been soooo busy lately and very exhausted. I haven't had a lot of time to write my blogs, not like people read them that often anyways, haha. So my new job is fantastic, I've been there for about a month and I LOVE IT!!! I have been stressed lately though, I have a lot of anxiety about some issues in my life right now. Hopefully I can figure everything out soon.

Alex is in Mexico, spending time with his family. I miss him so much, but I'm happy he's getting to see them for the week because he doesn't visit them often. And it's a little vacation away from his home. The last couple weeks were hard on him. His parents were being mean. We all know they hate my guts and would most likely attempt to murder me if they were close enough. So that puts a strain on him at home. But I have been praying for his relationships with his family and also his relationship with me. I trust God will help us through this and make us a stronger couple in the long run. I love him so much and I hope he knows that.

That's it for now.

OH! I love listening to the ROCK 105.3 show in the morning... it's the best thing on the radio. :)

Gone

Alex is in Mexicali for a week and I'm going to miss him like crazy.

Hate

I just want the two of you to know that though you hate me, you will someday realize how wrong you are in your logic for hating me. I also want you to know that I will never hate you. I will be honest, at times I have wanted to.... but I haven't given in. All of the things you have said and done to me were purely done out of blind hate, and I will never step down to your level. I am a kind-hearted person, but I am a fighter. And to top it all off, I am the most stubborn person you will EVER meet. But most importantly you need to know that I am strong, I have a strength that both of you will never see in your lifetime. So if you want to keep fighting, just know that I will fight much, MUCH harder. You've seen what we have been through, do you honestly think we're just going to walk away from each other after all of that? HA!

Professional

I really enjoy my new job, it's everything I have been looking for and so much more. I am so grateful. Having this job takes a lot of stress off of me. I can't wait to move out and be independent again. I love my parents so much for helping me, but I am so ready to be on my own again. It should only take a few more months to have my own place... I'm so ready!

Oh and look at what a gem I found while reading Glamour magazine!... pic is attached. Go check out the movement www.operationbeautiful.com

:) Smile.

Twenty

I'm learning a lot about myself, I miss him constantly. You know how that goes...

Nine

I need you and I miss you but I'm not sure what to do. I don't know how to tell you how much you've meant to me all this time. I'm afraid we're lost.

Wisdom

My best friend is my everything. She helps me so much. Rochelle has shown me what true friendship means and I wouldn't trade her for anything in the world. Wow, I missed her a lot the last two weeks while she was in Panama.
I've been so stressed and I've needed her so much. It's nice to know that I'll always have her.
She is honest and kicks my ass when I need it but she is pretty much the only person I can tell anything and not feel judged. Thank you Rochelle, for everything.

Ask

Go ask me anything you want anonymously! :)

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