The Beginning of the End

I'm writing a book, and I'm really excited about it. So far, I think it is entertaining. I feel like I need to take a few more writing classes though. I do not know why I am such a depressed individual, but it really shows in my writing. I am constantly thinking of things I should not think about and my mind is a dark, dark place. I am a very upbeat and happy person on the outside, but on the inside I feel torn up and frustrated. It's getting worse everyday.