Back at square one again, I think I might just give up. I want to stop caring... it's taking too much energy out of me. I should NOT feel the way I do. When I fall, I fall hard. I am such an intense person.
What is meant to be is meant to be. Hear that Camber? Leave it alone.
Stubbornness usually wins... so this is a wasted effort to try and talk myself into walking away from my emotions. You can't let go of an idea that makes complete sense. You can't let go of unrealistic dreams. And you definitely can't fathom the idea of not having the future that you would die to have. I need him to be my future, more than I have ever needed anything in my life.
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