July

Good bye July!!!!!!
:)

Had a great weekend by the way... that's all.
Oh & my boyfriend is amazing. <3

OH MY GOD!!!

Dear Camber,

First of all, I’m really sorry for taking so long to get back to you – life got ahead of me for a while there, and I’m only just starting to catch up.

You’ve absolutely made my day. It’s amazing to know that someone’s reading and enjoying the books – specially when it’s someone who’s clearly as passionate about books as I am! Thank you so much for taking the time to e-mail me, and for putting a huge happy grin right across my face.

I worked on an archaeological dig in Sligo, back in the mid-90s, but I haven't been back there since. It's stunningly beautiful.

All the best,

Tana

Tana French just wrote an email to me!!! I am in complete shock! Her stories are so beautiful and she is such a talented author. She is one of the writers that inspires me the most. I am so happy right now.

A City Serene-Comeback Show

A City Serene's BIG show is on August 6th!!!
If you haven't heard of them, you should definitely check them out on facebook and listen to their music.

Their new songs are amazing, the show is going to be great, don't miss it! :)

Friday

I am so happy the week is over. I'm exhausted.
I've had this ridiculously annoying cold all week, and I've felt like crap everyday after I get off of work.

It's going to be a good weekend... even if I have to curl up in my bed all day, watch movies, and drink Nyquil... haha.

Remember, I still have my anonymous blog thing going on.... email questions or comments to this email address: blogexperiment@hotmail.com

Attached

Alex is back from his trip. I missed him so much.
I am so attached to him today... maybe we can finally get things back on track with our relationship. He is my best friend and I would be completely lost without him in my life. It's funny how men can make a woman frustrated one minute and completely in love the next.

This quote is always the one that I put up when he comes home from a trip away from me.
I love you.

"Within you I lose myself... without you I find myself wanting to be lost again."

Heavy

My heart feels heavy.
:/

Love

Does anybody believe in love anymore?

Experiment

A friend told me she had an anonymous pen-pal. (LOL!)
I want to try it. If you want to participate in my experiment, create an anonymous email account and send a message to me. We can talk about life, lol. :)


blogexperiment@hotmail.com
:D

P.S. Feel free to email there if you have any suggestions or comments about my blog as well.

Problems

I wish I could be really blunt and say exactly what I feel all the time. I am ridiculously shy lately. I know that sometimes it is good to just put yourself out there and see what comes from it, but I am so afraid of what might happen. At least if I did that, I wouldn't be questioning every small detail of my interactions with him. Actually, I wouldn't be questioning any interactions or worrying about the outcome of any situation I'm in. I need clarity. I find this hilarious and ridiculous at the same time. I am NOT a shy person at all, I am extremely outgoing and confident... or I was. Maybe this is the new me... apparently I don't know how to talk to people. Social anxiety much? It's a problem. I've always been the type of person to go for exactly what I want in any aspect of life. This is driving me insane.

Who was I seven years ago and what was I thinking? LMAO.

Sidd

He's one and a half...
& he knows how to make faces like that.

I love my godson.

Hope

Hope.Hope.Hope.
It is the only thing that matters now.
Maybe you'll notice.

Familiar

"I, being, poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams."


It's nice when the same familiar face always stars in your dreams.

Can't

God, I can't do this anymore.

You...

You make me so happy, but so sad at the same time.

:)

I'm going to stop caring... :)

Day 12 — The Person That Has Caused You The Most Pain

He knows who he is...

Soon

Believe me, when all this shit is over, I am going to write my heart out and say exactly how I feel. I am finally going to let it all out.
I wish I could blog about it or write in some way about this situation.

Soon.
Very, very soon.

Day 11 — A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk To

I'm going to start my blog challenge again... 5 months later... ;)

Day 11 —
My grandmother. She was the most brilliant woman I have ever known, there are not many people that can finish the New York Times crossword everyday without any help. She taught me so many wonderful things that will stay with me for life. The best thing I gained from having her as my Grandmother, is my passion for reading and writing. She taught me to read at a young age, and since then I haven't been able to stop myself. I would trade anything just to spend another day with her.

Weekend

I had such a busy, tiring weekend. Went out to dinner with Jazmine on Friday, worked all day Saturday... babysat Sidd Saturday night... after he went to bed, had a good talk with Josh and Jazmine. Stayed up until three in the morning talking and drinking. Woke up spent half the day with Jazmine, and went home and watched the 17 and under soccer World Cup. Now... I'm just going to clean and relax for the rest of the night.

I haven't been writing much lately, I've been out and about a lot. Great thing are happening for me right now. Prayer does a lot.

Insomnia

AHHHH! Can't sleeep! O_O

Happiness

Life is great right now, there is only one thing that could make it better.