AHHH!

I LOVE BLOGGING. :D

Gym tonight.... so energetic! SWEET!

Bamboo

Chrysanthemum

Cherry Blossom

Painting

I painted today... here comes the pictures. :)

Sick

e e
O

exhausted & sick.
I want to die right now.
Can't sleep.

Rain

Rain is romantic....

Uncharted

Perfection.
I love her.

Sweet

"Writing on my blog makes me feel better."
"Reading your blog makes me feel better."

Smiles.

Flashback

So old. Wow!
Best summer ever.

Walks

Glasses of wine & a nice walk keep me happy.
.............

It's the little things.

Love & Other Drugs

"I am full of shit. I am knowingly full of shit. I have never cared about anybody or anything in my entire life, and people have accepted that... And then you... you didn't think of me that way. I have never known anyone who actually believed that I was enough until I met you, and then you made me believe too. So unfortunately, I need you and you need me."

Indifference

"The opposite of love is indifference."

Thanks, I'll try.

Please

I hope that I'm making the right decision.

Today

I don't even know how to explain today. To be honest, it was just as ordinary as any other day. I woke up at the same time, drove to work (actually got stuck in traffic, for once), got to work on time, went through the same rituals I go through everyday. But I was not there to go through the motions during the work day... my emotions were everywhere and my thoughts were on one person. I don't think anybody noticed, I talked on the phone to the customers the same as I always do... I didn't slack off or make any mistakes (but I felt robotic the whole day) My mind was not on work... it was so many places today, good and bad... refreshing and heart-breaking. Sometimes, I don't know what to do... I feel like crying or screaming but I can't. I just feel numb to it all. I know what I want, I want it so badly it hurts. I will never have it.