Karma

I have a gut feeling that someone I know stole my car.... not a friend, an acquaintance. And I think I know who it is. In the moment of something happening like this, you don't put the pieces together until later... you just worry about the shock of what is going on. Then... you start thinking, why me? What did I do wrong? And become aware of little clues. Just pieces that are slightly off. I'm so mad, I don't even know if I'll be able to function the next couple of days. I'm just going to hope that my car is found and that this PERSON and ALL involved are caught. I don't deserve this, I am a good person. Just know that if you are not caught now... karma is a bitch, and I'm about 90% sure I know who you are.

Fuck YOU!

My car was stolen while I was in work today.

Lord help keep me from killing myself and find the asshole that did this. I hope he gets what's coming to him. Fucking prick.

Favorite

Ryan Reynolds and Scarlett Johansson are my favorite couple in this universe.
They're adorable and real and beautiful.

September

Go away September, I don't want to have to think of you for another year. At one point you were my happiest month and November was my worst. And now November is my best and September is my worst. Thanks, that's it. :)

Coach

I love my Coach glasses, and the fact that I can see. :)

Linger

"I could still remember his human eyes in that wolf face; they'd looked as empty as I felt. Folded in my arms, you're a butterfly in reverse. Giving up your wings, inheriting my curse. You're letting go of me. You're letting go."

22 Months

Alex and I have almost been together two years. Things have been tough, but they're getting better. No matter how bad things get... we never leave each other. It's kind of ridiculous, if people knew our full story, they would question our sanity. It's almost like we're addicted to each other. But, he is my best friend. He makes me happy. And I love him more than I could ever explain to anyone. I have faith in us.

22

Stress

It's be really nice if a million dollars just fell on to my lap right now. No, I don't even want that... I just want enough to pay my bills. I'm working hard. I'll be where I want to be soon enough.

Cold

I want it to be cold more than anything right now. Winter is my favorite time of year. I wish I could talk to someone about these emotions that run through me. I need someone to understand. It's rare that my thoughts and feelings get this bad, but I just store so much up and forget about it so that it eventually finds it's way back up and hits me all at once. Most importantly, I just want to be loved.

Glasses

Check it out --->

:)

Right or Wrong?

I have a very distinct feeling. It couldn't be possible, but I still feel like it's real. I feel empty and whole at the same time. I feel lost. I feel helpless, but I still feel like there is some hope left. Maybe, just maybe.
Am I right or wrong? Please let me be right.

Shiver

"As the hours crept by, the afternoon sunlight bleached all the books on the shelves to pale, gilded versions of themselves and warmed the paper and ink inside the covers so that the smell of unread words hung in the air."

My dreams taste like reality.

22

Happy Birthday to the love my life... Alexander Ontiveros. I hope you have a great 22nd birthday... 22 is our lucky number. :) I love you. Forever.

Titanic

is my favorite movie of all time! Watching it with the love of my life.

September

It always the same.
Every September.
Memories.

And to add to it... here comes Maroon 5.
I love you.